well I have been driving 50 minutes each way to the lab for the last few days with many more to come to try to help me get pregnant, and although it can be tiring and uncomfortable im trying to stay positive that it is all worth it and will pay off in the end. that some day i will hold my beautiful baby and know the blessing that so many others recieve. which brings me to my terrible sister in law update: some family members and friends arent the most supportive of this 4th baby and the fact that she will neglect it along with her other kids. along with the fact that she refuses to clean her house or get a job, and what does she come up with as an excuse? that that is what GOD wants out of her! she writes that the Lord wants her to continue having babies even though she cant support them or care for them, that its the lords fault that she keeps getting pregnant and that in the bible it says women should stay at home etc... I am greatly frustrated by this, yes it does say in the bible to go forth and multiply and yes the Lord loves babies. but i am sure He wants you to love and appreciate the gifts he has givin you! She has to grow up and be practical come on you live in a 500 sq ft house there is no way! and your refusing to clean which has caused mold and verman only makes your babies sick! GROW UP! argh... ok ok... Im over it deep breath let it go .... ok well on a happier note we willn be getting together with some dear friends of ours whom we havent seen in a while so i am really excited about that.
have a great day
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