Friday, April 16, 2010

updates

I had my first IUI done a few days ago we opted not to do the seconed day also this month however due to the cost which we werent prepared for( a few more hundred then we were thinking) but you never know, they said that it rarely takes on the first try. I wish things could be more simple. I always heard that invitro was anywhere from 10 to 20 thousand but hearing the doctor confirm it was still a kick in the butt. we were discussing it in case the IUIs dont work out, but the doctor still doeasnt think its for us.
Why does it always seem that good things come to those who dont deserve it. Not saying that im always the most deserving and I do know that I am very blessed with everything i have now, but its still hard sometimes. At the moment i am waching my boys(2 of my dogs) playing oh so sweetly next to me and it is one of the cutest things i have seen, and i ask myself why cant i just be happy with what i have now. ugh...
My dieting and exercising have been slacking already I lasted about a week of doing it all well and then flopped.
hmm... i guess not much else right now