lost babies

for the longest time now I have been able to not think about my misscarriages much. I was able to let it go in a way. but then reading a blog about a lost child reminded me of them. although they werent far along they were still my babies. I never got to meet them but i still love them. I remember the ultrasound photos once again the farthest one was only approx 3.5 months so it wasnt much, but still. so today i think i will take the time off of cleaning and relax before going to see our friends.