chinese new year

well my awsome hubby surprised me with tickets to the all you can eat chinese restaurant;s new year celebration. it was wonderfull, altough i ate too much lol. but we all know its next to impossible to NOT eat too much at a chinese restaurant mmm... lol. Our puppy finally goes for his last shots and updates so we can bring him to the dog parks and puppy gatherings, i think i am more excited than he is. it will be so good for him to go out and make more friends. he is such a cutie pie. At the moment he is on the couch next to me looking at me like "i know i am the cutest" lol.
Terrible sister inlaw update. she has bought some old bunk beads for her 2 oldest boys( 4.5 and 3) and then she is going to stack the cribs of her 1 year old and the soon to be baby so that he wont have to be in her way when shes in the kitchen trying to get to her twinkies.
have a good day all

updates and entertaining

so the nurses at the lab told me only to wait 1 more month to try getting pregnant wity just the assistance that we are getting now, if it doesnt happen to insist for the IUI. when they go ahead with that they will try it up to 3 times for me. So that means in the matter of 4 or 5 months i will either be Lord willing, pregnant or be told there is nothing else they can do for me. So I am pretty excited and nervous about that im trying not to think of it too much but it is kind of hard.
Also on March 6 i will be holding an Epicure party woo hoo its been a while since i have entertained anyone let a lone a whole group of 20 - 40 people so i am also excited and nervous about that. as long as i can get a little more renos done and the house all clean and organized it should be good. oh and by the way everyone that sour cream banana bread recipee turned out really nice. the loaf was nice and moist and dense. mmm mmm good.
have a good day :)

lost babies

for the longest time now I have been able to not think about my misscarriages much. I was able to let it go in a way. but then reading a blog about a lost child reminded me of them. although they werent far along they were still my babies. I never got to meet them but i still love them. I remember the ultrasound photos once again the farthest one was only approx 3.5 months so it wasnt much, but still. so today i think i will take the time off of cleaning and relax before going to see our friends.

Stressed

well I have been driving 50 minutes each way to the lab for the last few days with many more to come to try to help me get pregnant, and although it can be tiring and uncomfortable im trying to stay positive that it is all worth it and will pay off in the end. that some day i will hold my beautiful baby and know the blessing that so many others recieve. which brings me to my terrible sister in law update: some family members and friends arent the most supportive of this 4th baby and the fact that she will neglect it along with her other kids. along with the fact that she refuses to clean her house or get a job, and what does she come up with as an excuse? that that is what GOD wants out of her! she writes that the Lord wants her to continue having babies even though she cant support them or care for them, that its the lords fault that she keeps getting pregnant and that in the bible it says women should stay at home etc... I am greatly frustrated by this, yes it does say in the bible to go forth and multiply and yes the Lord loves babies. but i am sure He wants you to love and appreciate the gifts he has givin you! She has to grow up and be practical come on you live in a 500 sq ft house there is no way! and your refusing to clean which has caused mold and verman only makes your babies sick! GROW UP! argh... ok ok... Im over it deep breath let it go .... ok well on a happier note we willn be getting together with some dear friends of ours whom we havent seen in a while so i am really excited about that.
have a great day

Cute Blogs

once again i state that i am new to blogging, have never done anything like this and all in all not great with computers. pretty much every blog i look at is so nice and cute.. HOW DO I DO THAT?! lol.. mine is so boring I attempted putting a few photos of my pets up and they didnt go where i wanted them and they are huge lol oh well one day maybe someone will fill me in on the secrets to cute blogs.. sigh..

cleanin and bakin

hello everyone. well i finaly have a couple days off so im gonna be bustin my butt to get the house super clean. I wanna go through all of my cupboards and shelves and closets and get rid of anything i dont need and clean them all up. I am also going to attempt building a simple island for my kitchen for a little extra cupboard space as well as counter space. woo hoo.... yesterday i noticed that my bananas are goin bad pretty bad pretty fast i think its because my house is a little cool.. oh well that means banana bread is on its way yumm.. i found a new recipe for sour cream banana bread that i will try out, ive made a bunch of other kinds of banana bread so this one shall be a new spin on an old classic. have a great day

work

so remember when i mentioned that my hubby was supposed to be off of work for 2 - 4 weeks which worried me so i was bustin my butt trying to get extra hours at my work? well it turns out he only had one week off thank goodness. so i worked myself into a good stress for nothing. oh well. ugh approx a year ago i was eating some bacon and broke a toothy in half! so after spending 3 hours at the dentist and a lot of money they fixed it up and said i would be fine, i asked them if i should consider getting a crown on it so it doesnt break again in the future. they told me it wouldnt be neccessary but if i wanted to spend a bunch more money then i could get it done.... well i shouold have listened to myself and gotten it done! yesterday sure enough the damn thing broke in half again so back to the dentist i go woo hoo... ugh.. have a great day everyone